Question by Shanny Zombie: I’m venting my feelings……….lol?
gah I don’t know what to do
Justin(my older brother(28) is gonna try and get my mom to make him my legal guardian
but do I really want that? I think I do but I’m not sure at all………
I know she loves me which is the only thing making me think twice but she isn’t saving money for college and I get $ 800 a month for food&clothes but wtf where is it going? it’s my money and I NEVER get new clothes(of course I do when I come here because of Justin) and when I do it’s really cheap & from Wal-Mart and they don’t sell ANY good clothes :\
but anyways Justin told me that if I come here he’ll save all the money he doesn’t spend on food & clothes for -ME- for college & a car also electric guitar lessons with a pro. if I wanted
plus I’d be living in a home not a trailer (yea I really am poor ….I really shouldn’t be though because my mom gets a lot of money each month but it just magically disappears) doing stuff every day
I asked her on the phone like 4 minutes ago:
“you want what’s best for me right?”
“yea of course”
& I know this is best for me but I don’t know if I want to leave my only parent I have left :\ +she already lost her husband…….can she handle losing her daughter?
she probably won’t even say yes but she did say she wanted what was best for me……………………
sorry for posting it here
most of you probably don’t really care but at least pretend
Thanks everyone in advance
Best answer:
Answer by &Presley;
have fun venting. cus im not reading your novel hun 
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